The

I had seven faces
Thought I new which one to wear
But I'm sick of spending these lonely nights
Training myself not to care

...

NEW YORK CARES.

- Interpol: NYC

I'm just so sad right now. I wish I wouldn't be wishing for this for as long as I do.

I wish I could be there right now.

I wish changes could happen with a snap of fingers.

I wish I wouldn't be so unhappy with everything and everyone.

I wish I could be an exception.

But all I have are these books with empty pages that are falling on top of me and smothering me with their blankness. I'm swallowing static and sucking on air.